dolorous interludes.

a recent encounter has led me again to think of you. i dont intentionally put myself in such situations. they happen, and only in an afterthought do i realise its connections to you. i dont know why i cant let go; have you? each time i choose or decide to say goodbye, a familiar tune or someone, or something will inevitably come my way to remind me of you. its silly, but i dont decide for these things to happen, to resound so familiarly. i need closure, we never really had that. it was an unspoken something. and i cant read you. do you mean to tell me that you still love me? or do you mean to tell me that you've moved on? if the answer be the latter, i hope for us to come together one final time; tell me that you loved me once.

i need us to talk our hearts out once the year comes to a close.

posted by voyeur @ 7/26/2003 02:08:00 PM