The little girl in me resurfaces each time i fall apart. i want to run to the one who loves me, but, this strange world does not allow me to do so- the ones who love me and whom i love so dearly, are those who also hurt me the most.
I grow more afraid as i realise this. i want to run away, to disappear into a midnight mist of nothingness, to fade into the silent darkness that eats away at me everynight, i want to. but. you can't stop the heart from loving. even if you walked out on me as i weep incontrollably time and time again, i'd never stop loving you. even if you bruised my only dream of being your perfect daughter, i'd always love you. even if you never saw the goodness in me and told me that, and crushing me so completely, i'd still love you all the same.
Saturday, October 30, 2004
If i have no other virtue, I at least have the permanent novelty of free, uninhibited sensation.
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