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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Today i woke up very early, with a sudden and confused start, and i slowly got out of bed, suffocating from an inexplicable tedium. No dream had caused it; no reality could have created it. It was a complete and absolute tedium, but founded on something. The obscure depths of my soul had been battleground where unknown forces had invisibly waged war, and i shook all over from the hidden conflict. A physical nausea, prompted by all of life, was born in the moment i woke up. A horror at the prospect of having to live got up with me out of bed. Everything seemed hollow, and i had the chilling impression that there is no solution for whatever the problem may be.

posted by voyeur @ 10/12/2004 01:27:00 AM