Fundamentally Loathesome.
It hasn't just been a long day. its been an incredibly long week. ack, what was i thinking- the week's barely started. but im just so tired. of everything. No doubt this week has been full of activities- birthdays, events, people meeting; but home i am and everything oppresses me. This is a fucking vicious cycle that constantly leaves me impoverished, emotionally anyway. I'm fucking tired. I don't fucking deserve this, really. i don't.
Shoot myself to love you
If i loved myself i'd be shooting you
Fundamentally loathesome, thats what you are to me.
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
If i have no other virtue, I at least have the permanent novelty of free, uninhibited sensation.
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