someone else occupies my mind tonight. i wrote in my diary last night, and almost concluded that whats left of us are nothing more than precious memories. might you agree with me? im half hoping you wouldnt. through my countless thoughts of sweet nothings, i realise the grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side. ive realised that before, but this realisation has never yet been this stark. perhaps we all love a few too many. i am a great believer of human inconsistencies. i am only human. am i free then to indulge in new loves, new lies, new lives?
hm. i fail once more to convey what i started out meaning to want to say. i meant to say that i am a mulitutde of personalities; for this, many someones occupy my mind at different points in my life. but.
you have always been a constant. i told him that the other night, he was quite astonished i think.
Sunday, August 03, 2003
If i have no other virtue, I at least have the permanent novelty of free, uninhibited sensation.
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