dolorous interludes.

I feel so foolish to have spent so much time reminiscing and crying over you not being by my side. it feels stupid, especially when the other person doesn't even want to remember anymore. or rather, he's got no free time. oh no, or was it, he's not the sort who makes free time for activities that do not "actively engage" him. the part that hurt the most was when you said that while back in singapore, you were wholly consumed by me and couldn't see anyone else when we would walk along in town, was because i was right beside you and you were there with me. but now that you'r not, you can't possibly feel that way anymore, or be wholly consumed.

i feel so silly.

i feel like a soaked sponge gone dry.

enough is enough, if he can start his life anew perfectly happy and dandy, i can too. i need to.

posted by voyeur @ 9/17/2004 05:17:00 PM