dolorous interludes.

hold me, and don't say a word.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

I really want to maintain my joyful disposition, to not be substantially weakened and to draw on God's strength. and its so much easier when there are people around you to take your mind off things. but some nights, its just so difficult to hold everything together and be strong for the people around you. I really really want to be strong about it. but every once in awhile, i crumble and i wish so much for you to hold me up. then, i remember how you're gone for good, and i fall apart again.

posted by voyeur @ 10/01/2005 04:05:00 AM