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Thursday, September 18, 2003

is conscious abstainence any better than the awareness of lingering emotions?

you may have abstained, and i falter; yet as i think through the two years of mighty change, i realise that things are the way they are only because you pushed me away first. i wrote and you answered not; i tried and you shrank back politely. is this not the cause? perhaps then, you have moved on completely. foolish me then, no? who else as silly, to hold on to faith, my undulating feelings that lead me constantly to your stream of memories?

i think it is time to shrink away from reverie and hold onto expediency, lest i lose not just you, but what i already have.

posted by voyeur @ 9/18/2003 02:17:00 PM