dolorous interludes.

Finale.

i'll be moving- the blog that is. i'll email the new address to a few of you who've been reading still, and to others whom i'd really like to keep in touch with. no more cryptic or ambiguous entries on the new blog i promise. i do feel a little sad about leaving this one behind because its been so long; i've always been sentimental that way i suppose. but one has to move on- and its about time i did. its a brand new beginning, and i'd like to be able to share my life openly with the few of you who mean alot to me.

so. its goodbye dolorous interludes. (:

posted by voyeur @ 1/25/2006 02:31:00 AM

good enough

Hey your glass is empty
it's a hell of a long way home
why don't you let me take you
it's no good to go alone
I never would have opened up
but you seemed so real to me
after all the bullshit I've heard
it's refreshing not to see
I don't have to pretend
she doesn't expect it from me
Don't tell me I haven't been good to you
don't tell me I have never been there for you
don't tell me why
nothing is good enough

Hey little girl would you like some candy
your momma said that it's OK
The door is open come on outside
no I can't come out today
it's not the wind that cracked your shoulder
and threw you to the ground
who's there that makes you so afraid
you're shaken to the bone
and I don't understand
you deserve so much more than this
So don't tell me why
he's never been good to you
don't tell me why
he's never been there for you
don't you know that why
is simply not good enough
so just let me try
and I will be good to you
just let me try
and I will be there for you
I'll show you why
you're so much more than good enough

posted by voyeur @ 1/21/2006 01:56:00 PM

she spreads her wings

At night she spreads her wings
She dreams of bigger things
She floats above the town
She sings without a sound

She can be anywhere at all
She can be anyone at all

A glow and then a shine
What she hopes she will find
Tonight, tonight

She’s got a picture in her mind
She can be anyone at all

At night she changed her mind
She left the world behind

posted by voyeur @ 1/20/2006 04:54:00 PM

Ten Thousand Ways

If you want to kill someone,
You might want it quick;
You might want it artful;
You might want it to hurt.

You could play pretend,
and jump at her
like a hundred hazy shadows clutching willowy blades.

You could use venomous vapour,
she might even be grateful
because her beauty died
as she did.
You allowed it to stay.

You could lie,
and twist her soft body
round and round
your roughened little finger.

Or if you truly
truly,
so truly
wanted her gone;-

You could make her love you first.

i had the intention of shutting down this blog hence the earlier post. but this is too good- got this from someone's blog- really fits my mood at the moment, and i don't even want to go there because i don't want to get started. i'll let the above speak for itself for now.

posted by voyeur @ 1/19/2006 02:12:00 AM

Closing Time.

every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

posted by voyeur @ 1/12/2006 12:30:00 AM

I Will

Who knows how long I've loved you
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to--I will.

For if I ever saw you
I didn't catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same.

Love you forever and forever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we're together
Love you when we're apart.

And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
For the things you do endear you to me
You know I will

I will.

-Beatles.

posted by voyeur @ 1/01/2006 05:31:00 PM

Thank You

Gen: for all the years, for always listening, for understanding me, for always accepting me as I am, for all your prayers, and for being a wonderful shopping partner. (:

Hui: for those wonderful heart to heart talk sessions late into the night, for being someone I know I can always count on, for the memories.

Lorraine: for the late night conversations, for always listening whenever I need to bitch/rant/gossip, for keeping all my secrets heh, for being the perfect girlfriend in all sense of the word. (:

Eunice: for all your prayers, and the uplifting and encouraging conversations. I’ve missed you.

Cherie: for listening, for being so supportive and encouraging through all my down times, and for being the wonderfully sweet person that you are.

Sin: for being such wonderful company, for being someone I can open up to, for being the genuine, sincere, straight forward person that you are. I look forward to more dinner conversations and French films. (:

Alexia: for all your prayers.

Angela: for being the ex-classmate I’ve missed the most. For being that wonderfully bold and strong person that you are, and for being so hilariously critical. ;) You give all women strength. (:

Jiahuan: for being that ever constant person that you are; for being someone I could always talk to so easily all these 6 years. Miss our Macs and Korean dramas frenzy days. ;)

Gabriel: for being the best friend I could ever have, for being such wonderful food-gorging-sessions-company, for winding down your car windows and driving really fast while blasting brilliant music in the car, for all your wonderful music recommendations, for always listening, always understanding, always checking in on me, always making time, and for loving me as I am. (:

Jonathan: for being the big brother I never had, for always watching my back, for being that someone I know I can call late into the night even though you’re so far away, and for being that person I know I can always, always count on. You have and always will be my pillar of support.

Tousif: for your silly army stories. (: for always being just an sms away, for always understanding, empathising, and encouraging. You give me so much strength.

Daniel: for being my cool drummer friend haha. For the 7 years of friendship- for always taking the initiative to catch up and keep in touch despite our busy schedules, for being the friend who will always go the extra mile just to make things better/easier for me. (:

Kevin: for the memories. Old friends are the best friends. (:

Marcus: for all the long distance phonecalls that make my day. (: for always listening, for always evading my questions, for always saying “don’t use ‘always’and ‘never’ ;) for being that person I want to tell everything to, for always making me laugh, for being my favourite DJ ;) , and for your wonderful music/book recommendations. You make me smile (:

Joshua: for being that person I know I can always turn to whenever my world collapses. For your wonderful cooking, for always telling me ‘I told you so’, for always accepting me as I am, despite our differences. I’ll see you soon (:

Shoumin: for being my sunshine in law school. (:

Seastreet: for always completing my sentences. your words are my inspiration.

You: for being such a huge part of my 2005. (: for being my favourite movie partner, for all the plays/musicals we’ve caught together, for the fancy restaurant dinners, for the 2 times we ate at the food court which felt rather odd haha, for remembering the little details, for the late nights, for always accommodating, understanding, and listening. For all the times you overeat just to humour me ;p, for the smses that put a smile on my face, for being the constant in my life for the past 7 months, for the little surprises every now and then, for being the someone I look forward talking to everynight, for making me laugh even when I’m so mad. For being my grey stallion, for many more years ahead. (:

posted by voyeur @ 12/26/2005 03:37:00 AM