I just did up this thing online and i can officially put pictures up on my blog! a huge milestone considering how un-IT saavy i am! and so. pictures ive been meaning to put up for awhile!
my classmates at their icecreams. :)
josh and his slitty snake-ish eyes. haha.
my lovely ex classmates at rj's opening ceremony at bishan!
the chins. my favourite people in the world. :)
my best friend and his icecream. and i like his tee alot! ;)
the two boys who have grown up with me. :)
I've had a good day because:
1) I had a nice buffet lunch with my classmates and we took nice photos with all of us eating nice ice cream. :) Okay, let me make an effort to sound more intellectual. We had nice discussions about marriage, cohabitation, kids (okay this isn't working too well), politics, debates, shawn's girlfriend, scholarships, and. i distinctly recall sm saying that he's got a prettty healthy libido. ;)
2) I played pool after and it was good fun. and some pretty good games as well, except when i got thrashed by K. but its K!!!
3) I rushed home and taught piano. It feels like a chore having to rush back on friday evenings to teach sometimes. but it never fails to fulfill and lift my spirits after each lesson. Kids bring out the best in you, i feel. Well maybe not for extended periods of time(especially when they'r young overly energetic boys), but their zest and sweet innocence is amazing. You can't help but smile when they ask questions like, "Why do people all go shopping on public holidays?", "Why are you wearing flower shaped earrings?" :)
4) I had a nice nap, and woke up to a nice phonecall- "were you sleeping?", "mmhmm...". :)
5) I received a call from hui. (take care dear, and don't think so much! -hugs- i love you!!)
6) I met J.T for supper. well not exactly since he didn't eat. but guess what i ate? heh. i think im nowhere close to ever getting sick of subway. but they put the wrong dressing in my sandwich today. i dislike mustard. frown. but anyway. i had the nicest time talking about the good old days over a not so nice cup of ice chocolate.
7) I bought two nice skirts. ;) and a top.
8) I'm listening to good music right now! I told M last night that i regret downloading these couple of songs from this particular band. But it really grows on you. The Killers. check it out. :)
Alright, its been an awfully smiley entry and i'm not particularly keen on writing my day's activities down like this, but hey, whats a happy girl to do when she's really enjoyed her day and it makes her happier just thinking about the little, or not so little things that's happened through the day? :)
I'm tired of these inhibitions and of being clothed- they serve me no purpose other than unhappiness. I'm too afraid of falling, but there's a chance you'd catch me if i took the plunge this time.
Handwriting Analysis
Tania has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
Something is incomplete in Tania's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Tania's sexual needs.
Tania is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.
Tania is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Tania's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Tania that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Tania also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Tania is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Tania's self-concept is artificially low. Tania will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Tania to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Tania is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.
In reference to Tania's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Tania slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Tania can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Tania will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Tania will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Tania believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Tania is a very emotional person with a broad range of emotions from the highest highs to the lowest lows. She feels emotional situations very strongly. She'll flash to the very peaks of elation, sweeping everything before her. Then, for some reason unknown to herself, she will burn out emotionally. These mood swings can be very disturbing to her. Sometimes, she feels that she can no longer produce anything. But, after given some time alone to "recharge her emotional batteries", she will spring back into action. Because Tania feels situations intensely, she relates easily to others' problems. If she is not careful, when she comes into contact with someone who is in a depressed frame of mind, she will also suffer the same emotions and change moods. Tania reacts impulsively, without much thought before hand. She may plan everything in detail before she even begins, then do it completely different when the time comes to carry it through. Tania has a strong need for affection. She thrives on touching and being touched. Tania desires being told that she is loved, every day. She enjoys being the center of attention. She loves attention, sometimes she even retells stories that got her attention earlier. Tania has the possibility of being a actor or natural born salesperson, simply because she relates so well to other people. She likes expressing how she feels, what she is doing, and what she plans to do. She is a people person. She will work most efficiently in a people orientated job as opposed to a job working alone on an assembly line (that would drive her insane.)
Tania tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. However, if Tania writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Tania will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says she didn't hear you... really, she didn't hear you.
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As silently as death steals life, and as insidiously as corruption feed minds, heartful treasures fade like prints on old film tickets that the sentimental keeps for remembrance: euphoria that rung on cupid's harp seep away into a distant tune, and as with every grandoise enchanting evening affair, lovers part amicably with all of its rightful courtesies. but aye, perhaps the gentleman with the tall hat didn't quite feel his lady's heavy heart- she was always so fond of masquerades.
