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Saturday, February 26, 2005

I need a stress reliever.

My stomach is acting up as stress levels rocket. Its been awhile since i've felt such anxiety. I cannot imagine living like this infinitely (assuming that my job would be one that demands so much from me). I want to move to New Zealand and be a florist. I think i will be most happy that way. but since that isn't going to happen anytime soon, i shall venture to write up a checklist for the things i need to get done for now.

1. LAWR memorial due Sunday night.
2. Legal theory readings for a take home paper on Tuesday.
3. Criminal law readings due the following Monday for another take home.
4. Scholarship apps due SOON.
5. 4 Lit Essays for UCL admission due 16th march. (oh god, this is going to be a tough one considering i haven't written one since dec 2004)
6. Driving test on 15th march.
7. Three important movies to watch amidst the work:
-Million dollay baby
-Ray
-Sideways

The list is endless, really. But i shall stop at number seven since it is one of my favourites. That aside, a subway sandwich to soothe my nerves now would be very much appreciated.

posted by voyeur @ 2/26/2005 03:15:00 AM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Voyage.

I wish I could articulate the nuances of my heart clearly.

It is difficult even beginning to be truthful on this blank page: my heart sings a merry tune knowing that I have for myself now another timeless treasure, meant only for the reader who let himself into the cushioned chambers of my half dilapidated mansion, while the somnolence of my soul was drenched in misery millions of minutes ago; my mind on the other hand, aches with the awareness of impending doom that befalls all who take empty chances and lose their love in reckless heedlessness. I told myself that it was all mine to give, but look how I waver now. I realise I don’t quite need another ship wreck and have that handsome ship sink to the bottom of the sea bed already so cluttered, but what is the heart to do when all that I have taught myself is to yield to its requests?

I wish this ship had a heavy sturdy anchor; please don’t sail too soon.

posted by voyeur @ 2/22/2005 12:54:00 AM