-Richard Marx-
::Right Here Waiting::
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
dolorous interludes.
Saturday, December 28, 2002
you said that you wouldnt quite believe that i was in a relationship until i tell it to you myself. i dont know whats holding me back. i suppose itd be awkward too. i feel as if you merely live in my dreams, my inner world, somewhere untangible, yet i see you so clearly, so much so that the feeling still burns in me. i have to remind myself that you're not quite part of my life, anymore at least. ive got a commitment to fulfill, yet i know i'll never let go till i know you've moved on completely. i wonder if you'll read all of these someday. i guess this blog sorta belongs to you. yeah, whenever i write here, feels as if im writing to you. telling you things i would never bring myself to tell you, not now at least. i heard of your aborted relationship with this girl from your class recently, from a mutual friend of ours, yes. thinking about you nearly moving on so completely strikes a chord in me. a silent ache. hm. christmas day was not nearly as cheery for me. i spent it mostly with my family and relatives. i did feel very much family warmth then, but christmas day also reminded me very much of last christmas. or rather, the last two christmases. i smile as i recollect. poignant memories.